Hi my sweet baby boy! Just wanted to say I am missing you today. I know I'm just at work like any other day, but reading headlines in the news about a little 5 year old boy kidnapped and another little boy the same age as you with stage 4 cancer, just makes me love an appreciate you even more. We don't know why awful things happen to sweet babies. We could go crazy asking why and never find the answer. All we can do is pary for peace and comfort for the babies and families. All children and babies go to heaven, I just always pray for peace and comfort because I know when you're sick or hurt how I just want to make you comfortable and take your pain away. You have had difficulty breathing at night for the past two months and I have stayed up many nights with you just worried about you getting enough air. I have actually slept most of the night the past few nights, I think because I am so exhausted from being awake so much. Then when I wake up, I run to check on you because it's been a few hours since I've checked on you. I would do anything to help you. I love you more than anybody in the world and you say, "yes...I do." The Dr gave us some nose spray to try for a few weeks to see if it helps. You cover your nose and say I don't like that spray nose! lol Hopefully we get things figured out soon.
You're getting so big. Where did my baby go? You pooed in the big potty last night. YEY! I will be glad to get rid of these diapers! You also fed your RarRar a hot dog which got stuck in his mouth and I had to hold him under that water and pull it out. HAHAHA. Let you wear undies last night, then you peed three times! Of course. That's ok, we will get the potty training done. It's just never a dull moment with you. I don't know what I did without you.

Just wanted to talk to my sweet baby O for a minute. I love you.